Post by Relairah on Jul 26, 2010 15:21:22 GMT -6
Name: Kairaesa
Gender: Female
Race: Wolf
Sub-Race: N/A
Breed: Gray Wolf
Pack: N/A
Rank: N/A
Appearance~
Pelt: Her pelt is black with pale bluish tips, once beautiful, now mangled and matted.
Wings: None, she can sort of hover with her pyshic abilities, but no flying for her
Eyes: Once a deep, gorgeous green... now they are morbid and lifeless, seemingly devoid of anything. To look into them one might seem suddenly overwhelmed by darkness and misery
Markings: She has different scars on her face and body but otherwise no
Height: Around 3'8"
Weight: Around 55 lb (she is small due to lack of food)
Build: She's about the average size of any gray wolf. Yet though she once had a lovely appearance, she is now rather unhealthy. She is thin, her fur matted and mangled, for the most part, she seemingly trembles when moving, carrying her form aimlessly. Her long, bushy tail hangs down, never twitching or showing any signs of a wag, as if a useless broken arm at a soldier's side.
Personality: She was once a spirited young wolfess, lively and opptimistic and living life to the fullest that she was allowed to live it. Now, she is dark and morbid. She is devoid of feeling and emotion, at least her heart is so heavy that she seemingly is only a creature living on the earth with every desire to die. She is seemingly lost entirely, and who knows who can reach her.. however, she does have a certain desire to be shown life is worth living, by someone.
Other~
Magic(s): Ice, Psychic
-Spells: At one point in time she may have been able to use her magic quite well, however she has burried much of what she knew. She can use her psychic power to hover, but does not often.
Skills: None. At this point in time, Kairaesa is weak and vulnerable with no heart to do anything about it.
Biography~
Age: 6 Years
Family~
Mate: None
Offspring: None
Father: Unknown
Mother: Unkown
Siblings: Unknown
History: She once lived in a small pack quite far from the lands of the growing Shinkou Ookami. She grew a happy life with her brother and parents in the pack, she feeling all couldn't be better. She got into all kinds of mischief and was as innocent as she could be when caught. However, one day her pack was attacked by a pack of ravenous, starved pack of all different manner of creatures. Demons, hellhounds, and rouges all came through the land, tearing and devouring anything and everything in their path. There were more survivors than had been expected, and they grouped together, beginning to try and heal and regroup, doing their best to pull things together. But the stench of blood and battle filled the air, soon drawing more demons and whatnot to the area. The pack was far too weak to fight, and in the end only Kaereisa was left.
She stumbled through the field of rotting corpses, searching for those of her family. She found them, cruely murdered and covered in blood. She lay there as long as she could, crying and praying that they would somehow revive. Yet, as she began to grow weak, nearing the brink of death with each moment, a traveler came along, finding her and taking her into his care. She later learned he was a demon himself, though he had both a human form and the form of a wolf. He nursed her back to health and she regained her strength, though she never recovered from her loss, blaming herself as she was the only one to survive. Yet as soon as she had grown a bit older, and was strong enough, she left the one who had cared for her, searching for her own way. After a year, she hadn't found it and she returned - only to find his home ransacked, burned and no traces of the one who had formerly cared for her.
Her heart torn further, she ran, trying to put it all behind her, trying to keep her optimistic spirit, trying to remember the words her mother had always told her of even in the hardest of times, there is always hope. Yet there seemed no hope for her, and she began to tell herself this until she began to be consumed by the grief that wallowed in her darkening heart. Yet, in her travels, she met a young wolf. He seemingly understood her situation as she told him all of her past, and as time went on she began to fall in love with him, he swearing he would always protect her and never leave her. In the end... it was all a lie. He betrayed her, and took advantage of her, only to leave her side at the first signs of danger to save himself. She had to defend herself, weakened and feeling worthless and at all loss. In the end, she won, heavily injured and she prayed she had not become pregnant. She left the area, finding the body of the wolf dead, torn to shreds.
She continued her journey, the only thing keeping her from giving up on life the fact that she had not longer after that discovered she was pregnant. For the sake of the pups... she would not give up. Yet, when the time came for her to give birth, she gave birth to three young pups. The first was stillborn. The second was a runt and weak. The third was strong, and she cared for it as best she could. Yet she found she could hardly bear to love her pup, for it reminded her too strongly of the wolf who had betrayed her. As the pup grew older, he became more and more like his father, and she began to fear him. As soon as he was old enough, he left her, telling her he wanted to find his own life.
After all of this, she still continued her journey, but she has solemnly sworn never to love again. She believes love is a curse, a demon from the very soul of hell that consumes beings only to crush them and destroy them later. She fears and hates love, and yet deep within, she longs for it more strongly than one could ever know. But she has suppressed her longing with darkness and grief, and who knows who can reach it.
