Letters to No One

[blitzkreig]

Ever had something inside of you that you just needed to get out? I once heard that writing letters to no-one is always a good way to do that. I've tried it before and I dunno, I guess it's a good way to blow off steam. In this thread you can post those letters, good ones, bad ones, sad ones, mad ones. They don't even have to be about someone, just yourself, or your day, or your job.

No one will laugh. We're just here to share, vent and care. I only ask that we please DO NOT bash eachother through here. Here's mine:

(ps: you can post as many as you like/and as many times as you like.)

Dear You-Know-Who-You-Are

I know you'll never see this. But you're out of my life and you're still managing to break my heart. You confuse me, frustrate me and make me feel so weak because I know I can't say no to you. You've abused my trust and every bit of love I had for you but still I come crawling back like a beaten dog. You have someone else now, and that breaks my heart.

Please stop saying "my girlfriend" to me, you know it hurts me on the inside. Stop toying with me because I hate it, I hate you...I hate that I love you. But I love you all the same. If you stay you hurt me, and if you leave I can't stop thinking about you. Find happiness in other places..just know that I'll never forget you, even though I think I can be happy with someone new.

Venting weeee. Now another:

To Jeff,

So I think I have a huge crush on you, but is it too early. I wonder if you know just how confused I am. I'm in pain because of him, the old one, but you're like...a new bright star, fiery and full of life. You draw me to you like a magnet and I want nothing more then to be with you, so very badly. I've never felt this way about anyone since Kenny. You make my heart pound when I see you, and for the first time in almost a year I feel...almost happy.

God you're so wonderful. I wish I could tell you this and I hope you'll accept me when I do.